I started blogging on tumblr a few months ago, with the intention of using my blog as an outlet for all the thoughts and feelings that I was experiencing at the time. I was incredibly depressed and had begun to lose a grip on things. I knew that bottling everything up would only make things worse and since I didn’t have anyone to turn to, I poured everything out on here.
Doing this has helped immensely, in many different ways and today I’ve realised just how much has changed during that time; I started out with no direction in my life, no idea about where things stood with various people, no money, no job… and a broken heart. But now I’m starting uni in a few days, I know where I want to be, I know who my true friends are and how various people feel about me, I got a job and worked hard to make a decent amount of money over the summer and most importantly, I know how to control my feelings.
Something unexpected but brilliant happened the other day which has really put my mind at ease and I think that was all I needed to start feeling a lot more positive about everything. I’m finally moving on, in more ways than one, and despite feeling quite emotional about everything at the moment, I couldn’t be more excited!
Now that I’m finally happy and probably won’t have a lot of free time once I start uni, it feels like here is a good place to stop. I might post from time to time, but I can’t see myself using tumblr as much as I’d like to in the near future. So until then…
